Two months ago today, I woke up after the best nights sleep I'd had in China. The night before I'd felt very nervous and when I woke up I just felt at peace.
Mark, Marsha, and I went to the office to meet Xin Tong Xue for the first time. As we were sitting in the office filling out papers, we saw a little girl walk by the door and then the orphanage director who had a hold of her hand pulled her back to the door opening and there she was--our beautiful little girl. All the Chinese women (there were four) in the room started telling her we were her mama and baba. Mark said in his very loud voice, "Hello and Wo ai ni (I love you)." Poor Xin Tong Xue started to cry, so I took her on my lap and started whispering to her. I know she didn't understand, but because she had started crying all the women kept chirping at her and I had no idea what they were saying. It was quite overwhelming to her and me. After a few minutes, she settled down and started to play with the toys we brought her. When we were finally done with that paperwork, we started to leave the office and Meah Ivy TongXue looked at me and grabbed my hand and we walked out together as mother and daughter. What a perfect day!
After two months, we have found that the little girl we thought was amazing then, is absolutely incredible. I'm not sure about adjustment issues, but she wants to be here and loves her new family. She tells us often, "I love you". She laughs all the time. She wants to learn and is all ready putting phrases together. She has moved up a level in Math class and we are so proud of her.
When we decided to adopt again, we had all ready decided to adopt a minor special needs child between the age of 2 to 4. When I saw Meah's picture, she was 7 years old and had a special need we knew nothing about, but there was just something about her I just couldn't forget. After looking at her picture for about two to three weeks, I showed her to Mark and he felt something too. We had several specialists check her file and tell us that she could lead a very happy, healthy live. We were happy to have their opinion, but had all ready decided to follow our hearts and take a leap of faith. I'm so glad we did, we have been Blessed beyond Measure!

